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hi there, this is me, the owner, CADEN YAP a.k.a the singapore no.1 bastard
birthday falls on 24th MARCH every year


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Sunday, February 12, 2006 8:55 AM
finally, i'm back home. sigh. going out soon. lols. yesterday went to buy shoes. just for today. lols. wells, its okie la. i believe there's still chance to wear formally. haha. broke the record yesterday. walked from ANG MO KIO to YISHUN. pro bahs? all because of MY fault. i made somebody angry, and yet i did not know the reason. sigh.

you seem to have mood swing. suddenly your attitude towards me sucks till i cannot take it lor. then suddenly, your attitude will change. hais. what i said is true lor. even when you decided to stay on the thurs night, you will still threaten to leave like yesterday night. somehow, somewhat, i really do not know what you want. if you really want me to let go, i can say that i can't. what i wanted to tell you yesterday, is that remember i told you before, if you really leave me, i will chase after you and not let you go. yesterday i caught up with you. i really want to hug you, but i'm sure you will struggle, so i did not. and sorry to make your hand so pain yesterday. make up your decision, and tell me bahs. just don't be afraid of other people. we do not have to care about what will have to say. all i want to say is I'M SORRY TO HAVE HURT YOU. you are still important to me.

though i'm facing relationship problems, but that does not mean i will not care about you. lols. don't worry too much. he will need time, you will need time too. perhaps all he want is to concentrate on his studies firsT? you will not know until you see him busy with his studies. so let it be a motivation to you to study as well? i'm sure you will not regret now, but you MIGHT, at a later time. :)

yesterday went to cut my hair. lols. really superb short. think the people will be shocked bahs. haha. OH NO!! i have not email my teacher. sucks. bye guys. going off soon. haha.